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Break!

 I really need a break!

It is really hard for me to push myself taking things positively. How I wish I could just run away or even escape from my current life. I just want to be at some other place, far away from all the people that i knew. Away from everyone, away form everything. I just want to start something new. A very fresh start! Somehow I guess I am not strong enough to step out of my comfort zone. I just don't know how much longer I can hold on myself. But i really have to. There is no other way!

Come on! You can do this like you always do. You are better person than you know you are. It's true. Just keep holding on, till the last breath. Just trust your inner self that there always light shining behind the big mountain. In sya allah, you will find your way. Just stay true to your self, try to be a better person to your self and to all people around you. Allah will listen to you when the right time come. He knows the best. just believe in that. 

Stay positive girl!

I love you!

Yes you!

And I will always do.

Forever 

and 

Always!

Promise!

Be positive

Hello to my dear self.

My beloved me who always there for me. just me!

Please be good to my dear self ok. Be positive please. Don't push myself too much. Try to be positive. Everything happened for a reason. There will always be a reason why things happen the way they are. Just be good. Take it on the bright side. I know it won't be easy but I can do this. In sya Allah. Been trying my very best to be a better muslim. Ammiin.

BTS-PTD

Stranded...

Been stranded for a week now due to flood. Lucky me to be stranded at home with my beloved family. It's been raining day and night like there is no tomorrow. I wish there will be no tomorrow. Like forever.

But Life must go on, right?

Being stranded could be the worst for those who take it on the negative side of it. 

Somehow I just love to be stranded here, right now at the moment. This stranded thing happen to me at the right time, right place. Am I being too optimist or am I being so selfish to think all about myself being happy to have more time to spend with my family.

Look at the bright side of life!

And that's what i do right now. try to take every little thing that happen on the bright side even thought it's killing me. Somehow I did. most of the time. Been trying hard to console myself that every thing happen for a reason. There will always be "hikmah" for thing that happen.

"bersangka baik" somehow make me feel better in a way I see thing that going through my life and others life around me. I hope I can stay true to my self till the end of time.

Always think good about others,

Be good to everyone,

Do good deed even if people do bad to you,

cheer up!

Video credited to the owner <3

Future?

Just wondering what will happen in the future?

Before pandemic most of us been planing at least one thing for sure.

So do I.

I just don't know if i can still proceed the plan or should I just give them up. 

There are a lot more to achieve yet I'm not sure if I still got the chance to do them.

Right now, at the moment,

I just want to be with my family.

My mom.

My dad.

My sister.

My brothers.

My sisters in law.

My nieces.

My nephews.

All of them that I love.

I wish for the best of them.

Be healthy.

Be happy.

Be grateful.

Thank you Allah for the gift.

It's my life!

Corona, corona go away,

Never to come again another day,

we just wanna go out and play,

Corona, corona just go away.

How I wish we could go back in time...

If only we can go back to our past...

What if we can go to the future to have a sneak peek on what our life would be...

just to make sure that we are doing the right things at the moment.

If...

And there's nothing we can do but to face our present.

And that is the very little things I am been doing right now!

On my two feet, try to face my not so call brilliant life. 

Somehow it is my life so yeah... It's my life!

So just bare with it!

To my self,

My dear self,

My beloved self.

Yes!

It is you.

The one and only you.

Stop looking for the things that others have!

Please enjoy the very little things 

and people you have around you at the moment. 

I know it wont be easy to be grateful to that so tiny little things

But trust me, you will miss them once they are gone!

So just be grateful.

Be thankful.

Cheer up!

And always be good to other.

Because believe it or not that one day all the good deeds you made will come back to you.

In sya Allah. in God will.

Just trust Him ok. 

He is indeed the best planner of all.

Life Goes On... BTS

 I really love to write but i just don't know how to express my feeling in sentences. So i'm not that good at writing. I really adore people who can say beautiful and meaningful words. A very simple sentence but that very simple one can really touch the heart. 

I really wish I can do that too. 

In my dream, may be ;) 

so i just wanna share this beautiful song. Hope you will enjoy the song like I do <3

P/s: this is a translation of Korean song. BTS' Spring Day;

BTS "Spring Day" English Lyrics (by Ysabelle Cuevas):

I'm missing you
And I don't know what to do
I'm missing you
These pictures just remind me of you
I miss you

And time is just so cruel
I hate this trying to see you once never worked out once
where do we find a chance?

feels so cold like winter
It's August and not December
With my heart, I walk alone across time
this train is a snowpiercer

Wanna take you by the hand
and forge across the other end of the earth
Tell me how much more should I long for you and pray for
spring to come forth, friend

Little specks of dust
Floating round in the air
Floating round in the air

If I was snow in the air
Will I get to you
just a little bit faster?

Snowflakes keep falling down
They drift away further around
I'm missing you (I'm missing you)
oh I miss you (oh I miss you)

And how long do I have to wait?
How many sleepless nights do I have to take To finally see you

(too see you)
To meet you (only you)

Passing by the edge of this winter
At least until the change of the weather
When spring comes and flowers bloom

Just stay until then
please stay
and wait
a little more

I try to exhale you in pain
like smoke in the rain
white smoke in the rain

I say that I can forget you
But up until now
I know I can't let you go

Snowflakes keep falling down
They drift away further around
I'm missing you (I'm missing you)
oh I miss you (oh I miss you)

And how long do I have to wait?
How many sleepless nights do I have to take?
To finally see you (too see you)
To meet you (only you)

Passing by the edge
of this winter
At least until the change of the weather
When spring comes and flowers bloom

Just stay until then
please stay
and wait
a little more

Gula telo itik

GULA TELO ITIK.

kalu bukae oghae kelatae mesti tok beso makae gula ni dih.
This is one of my fav dish. Just want to keep the recipe (by my mother) here for future reference =P

mok kito masok jenis maing lepa jah, jadinya tak dop sukatae tepat deh, paka angga jah blako

BAHAN-BAHAN;

Bahan A
Bawang merah
Bawang putih sikit
Lengkuas
Halia
Ketumbar
Cili boh
Cili padi (*kalau nak pedas)

Bahan B
Santan
Nyo gulo (kerisik)
Telur itik
Asam keping
Cili merah & hijau (lada solok)
Garam

CARA MASAK;

1. Tumbuk lumat bahan A
2. Masukkan santan, bahan A dan nyo gulo(kerisik) ke dalam periuk dan panaskan sambil dikacau bagi mengelakkan kuah santan jadi berketul-ketul.
3. Apabila kuah mendidih, pecahkan telur dan masukkan sebiji demi sebiji ke dalam kuah yang mendidih tadi.
DONE!

p/s: perasakan garam sebelum masukkan telur ye. lagi satu better masak dalam kuali / pan sebab senang nak pecahkan telur sebiji2. so in sya allah telur akan masak sekata

Good Luck

LOSER

hi...
Sorry dear blog, been busy lately, there were so many things going on. I couldn't even get my feet on the ground properly=( 
Been so tired up until now. 
I think I really need a get away! Away from my life for a while. 
Need some rest! 
Some nap may be. Peaceful nap, without any worries.

Been listening to this great Loser by BigBang song lately. 

Just love the song and the lyrics so much

Loser, loner
<yup, I am the loser right now! and a loner! This is so sad but true
A coward who pretends to be tough
< I am trying to be tough in front of everybody.,  never  show my loser side because I'm the eldest>
A mean delinquent
<sometimes I turned to be bad person I never was>
In the mirror, you’re JUST A LOSER
<when I'm alone, looking at myself in the mirror, I realize how loser I've become>
A loner, a jackass covered in scars
<there were so many things i hide from others even from my beloved mom>
Dirty trash
<am I?>
In the mirror, I’m a...
Honestly, I’ve never fit in with the world
<so true, most of the time I thought I never belong to this world>
I was always alone
<this is true>
It’s been a long time since I’ve forgotten about love
<I just love my mom>
I can’t listen to hopeful love songs anymore
<may be, that kind of song made me feel so lonely>
You and me both
We’re just sad clowns, tamed and scripted
I’ve come too far
<way to far>
I’M COMING HOME
<I'm going HOME>
I wanna go back
To when I was young
<if only we could turn back time>
At some point
I started looking at the ground more than the sky
<I have no right to look up high>
It’s hard even to breathe
<sometimes I feel like I'm drowning>
I hold out my hand
<I wish I could take out my hand for someone to hold>
But no one holds it
<is there anyone will hold me and never let me go?>
I’m a LOSER


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Y planes can FLY...?

tiba2 soalan kt atas muncul dlm benak kepalaku, membuatkan aku berfikir...

Why and how do plane can fly?

Most physicists will relate this question to Bernoulli principle 

and Newton’s first and third laws... 

Or may be because of plane's aerodynamics wings... 

The truth of why and how the planes can fly is because  there was someone who think it is impossible for us to fly.

For those who believe it is impossible to be done made it a reality.

The stupid thought of transporting people inside a metal and sending them off to the other places made them try so many different ways of flying. People even called them CRAZY for doing such stupid things.


 Finally they made it! 


Right now, believe it or not now everyone can fly!

Of coz we need to thank Orville & Wilbur Wright for making the crazy idea of flying became possible.

So, stop saying that things are impossible to be done...

Just go for it!

never give up before trying your very best!

----(@

Thought of the day!

Some famous people once said 

'to travel is better than to arrive'

and i was like ... 

WHAT??!!

may be bcoz I used 2 think that there is only one path to take to what ever we gonna get to b in life.

but if you choose that path, it doesn't mean that you have to forget about the other path-the road not taken-

I realize that if I see what happen along the way, how I stumble, fall and stand on my feet again, sadness and happiness, the frustration, friendship, that all counts. 

It's your journey not the destination!

Well... I guess, I'll just trust that the future will work like it supposed to.

live life to the fullest.

no regrets!

just let it be!

-------<3

I Believe...

assalamualaikum...

There wil be a time when your life is spinning spirally down. Everything you do or do not do seem to suck you deeper in. Even your prayer seemingly unanswered. Every face that you meet each day seems to look at you with sympathy

Who am I...?

Who am I..? 

That the Lord of all the earth

Would care to know my name

Would care to feel my hurt?

Who am ..? 

That the bright and morning star

Would choose to light the way

For my ever wondering heart?

Who am I..? 

That the eyes that see our sin

Would look on me with love

And watch me rise again?

Who am I..? 

That the voice that calmed the sea

Would call out through the rain

And calm the storm in me? 

Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

A vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord You catch me when I'm falling

And You told me who I am

I am Yours, I am Yours

Not because of who I am

But because what of You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

A vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord You catch me when I'm falling

And You told me who I am

I am Yours 

Whom shall I fear?

Whom shall I fear? 

'Cause I am Yours, I am Yours

----(@credit to Casting Crown@)----